I have decided to give out my blog address...I'm going to do it...I think I've finally plucked up the courage now that I've chosen a blog name that I'm thriving off! Here goes hopefully I won't be judged but then again my identity shouldn't be found in the responses to a blog now should it? Plus Euan has already judged me for asking if China was still a communist state!

So I was sitting sipping hot coffee this afternoon with a special character in my life and before we got too far into a dmc I got asked if I was trying to commit 'christian suicide'! Now I managed to laugh for about 20 minutes due to such an obscene comment...I don't mind if you don't find this statement as funny as I did...but basically here I was starting to get more involved in reading challenging but life giving and changing books written by amazingly wow people and because of that I get asked if I'm trying to commit christian suicide. Not only do I attempt to read Judges whilst trying to deal with some overwhelming issues in my heart, but then I try to read "The heavenly man" at the same time as "Abba's child". I wonder if that's maybe biting off too much than I can chew?

I hope I can get good at this blogging thing...oh binx I have your milk you left it here this afternoon! haha...my special character revealled.

I've been thinking more about words once again, I can't seem to get them out of my head! I think this is definitly more and more of a sign to major in linguistics next year regardless of having to drop it for the year!

So....words...they're life giving and death bringing...that's quite hectic if you ask me. It made me stop and think, I've heard this before but to sit and actually realise that I can't in my current capacity kill someone physically but I can through the words I speak kill someone emotionally or spiritually, I can even kill myself in such ways and my children and their children-wow! But on the flip side what we say is an overflow of the heart so if I have a pure heart I am then given the ability to give life to others emotionally and spiritually.

I think I've said enough for now, I have to go for my first ballet lesson of the term and hope that I'm still able to walk tomorrow morning!

Think about your words as I ponder over mine...